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A Guide to Modern Intimacy

by Youth Medium

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1.
The Fall 04:16
let's start with the fall the slow disconnection, the empty mall the look and the feel of the modern world a cruel imitation of boy meets girl its always the same you've been talking a lot but it's not what you meant to say in town for a day the sound of the schoolyard across the way a death in the family of a family friend the name in the paper you've never said it's always the same you've been talking a lot but it's not what you meant to say its only the truth you've been doing a lot but its not what you wanna do beautiful world beautiful world
2.
Second Place 05:47
on my way home I caught the news the definition of the blues to classic rock on 96 they understand, they play the hits softer and softer his sister showed him Mercury, was sent to camp to be set free she hung herself, they heard a noise in the same house where she was a boy well what’s the point of being saved if my old man don’t like me anyways when she gets home she tries to sleep her dads away, her mom does speed a high school boy once held her down  a quiet life, a quiet town where you can drink and drive around where your mistakes won’t make a single sound i’ve been numb since I cried at a funeral my best friend died on the Fourth of July and the moment soon slipped away slipped away second place in the grand master race he lost his job to better ways they thanked him for his better days now he just wants to watch the game salute the flag and numb the pain a dying glimmer of the past when times were good, why can’t they ever last you’ve been high since we cried at the funeral for our best friend we met in the seventh grade it soon slips away, slips away...
3.
Fear, Pt. I 02:59
fear fear of the self fear of the emptiness inside fear of your failing health fear of attention from people you won’t ever know you know that you need it but won’t ever see it how did it happen how did it happen all over the world breathe breathe in the air follow me somebody different that you've never known you wanted to see it you want to believe it how did it happen how did it happen all over the world
4.
Fear, Pt. II 03:56
focus on what they say 'cause i can’t really stand my face revert to simpler days blue paint on paper plates does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? taught me a new hand shake red words and plastic trays i use my one phone call to tell you of my day does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier? will this get easier? will it get easier? does this get easier? will it get easier?
5.
the man walking along the side of the freeway, give him leeway he can't be stopped he holds it in his palm now he's taking apart a fan on the sidewalk of the One Stop he told me how he found it on the ground abandoned by my town a motorized, incredible machine all the people passing through roses falling from the moon from the moon a place upon the sun the top that never spun a beautiful and everlasting love past the point of no return a hundred million to burn oh to burn I know the metal, know the noise seen the movie, had no choice i had no choice
6.
i had a dream that I was dying for a change an emerald green city shining on the stage but when I got there they said I could not be saved the warm glow of the sun diffused by the shades and fell on the rug the cat's grace of the fall the sleight of your hand ignoring the call i met a man who sold religion to the poor they found the truth while they were rollin' on the floor now that they have it they don’t want it anymore the lost point of it all a thief in the night the art at the mall the last place you were seen a mirror in your room the rust in the sink the fake news and the posturing double the offering but leave me where i lie asleep devil you torture me what if you don't have the words to say to them as they are leaving? what if you said everything you had kept to yourself from the start of this conversation? could it better?
7.
under the sun of the silver lake metal and plans on a plastic tray to see something through the leaves to see something in between painted your face in a crowded room spilled out the words, spilled out the news it's a feeling slightly out of a reach made of plastic and washed up on the beach new, new and improved new, new and improved it's a feeling slightly out of a reach made of plastic and washed up on the beach
8.
julian you have no words you wanted more than the world are you lost as painted glass fades in the sun julian have you no worth? you gave it all that you had and you flew burning leaves soft rain grass in the yard
9.
feeling part of you sinking feeling tell me what to do truly empty oh, how you see things tell me the over, the under the lightning, the thunder the passing malaise bought you a used television, is this really living? a quarter to three i'll go to sleep when i want to, then i'll come to haunt you i'll call out your name always the same thing you try to escape feel any way that you want the point of it all, the arc of the plot did you play out your part? are you at a loss? empty out your cup in a new parking lot it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped it can't be stopped
10.
Progress 04:02
the dull wheel of progress that turns with the key the fall in slow motion, the steel industry crushed under weight of the car, you, and me the metals are rusting as blood loses heat but under the gaze of a cold western sky the march to the sea an eye for an eye we built this from broken homes the tensile strength that bruised all our bodies and stripped off the paint as if in a movie that everyone missed we drive past an exit, a 76, the orange glow on dead grass, the barbed wire fence. we stop to buy cigarettes, count out the change. pulled off the highway in front of a church abandoned the living the headlights will burn through dust covered windows and broken cds, crushed under foot
11.
ten times in buildings and colorless rooms made of paper CCTV and the fluorescent light tries to show me who i really am i really am I saw myself in the car to the right as it passed me going 80 he stared at me through the glass and the sky turns a shade of blue i'd never seen i wanted to see but i couldn’t take it, the weight of the world a chance to be different, to figure it out oh i got everything that i ever wanted and i couldn’t wait to get home i heard it was haunted i felt myself falling into the floor and i said to you i’m doing fine, perfect and new we’re moving on, a simple song it’s only 4 o'clock it’s only 4 o'clock and i can tell a place in hell it’s only 5 o'clock it’s only 5 o’clock and i wanna see you i wanted to be you but i don’t know how to i wanna be different and a symbol of innocence i wanna be someone else i don’t wanna know myself a perfectly empty shell nowhere but here and now lost in the morning light melt into the warming tide i can see everything nothing can be me now

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songs about navigating isolation and connection
+ reflections on life in america from 2016-2022

this album would not have been possible without the encouragement and dedication of my friends and loved ones. special thank you to Richie Smith for the extensive collaboration in bringing these songs to life, to Dylan Rodrigue for his friendship and inspiration, and Kelly Rowe for her love and unwavering support ♥

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released February 16, 2024

Robbie Landsburg: Vocals, Guitars
Ryan James Tillema: Drums (Tracks 1, 2, 3, 4, 10), Guitar (Track 7), Backing Vocals (Track 4)
Alex Chaney: Pedal Steel (Tracks 1, 5, 6, 10), Baritone Guitar (Track 10)
Kelly Rowe: Backing Vocals (Track 4)
Beau Askew: Drums (Tracks 5, Track 11)
Lindsey Pavao: Piano (Track 10)
Tim Carr: Drums (Track 9)
Jordan Bush: Clarinet (Tracks 6, 9), Banjo (Track 9), Pedal Steel (Track 11)
Dylan Rodrigue: Synths/Keys (Tracks 8, 9, 11), Sound Design (Tracks 2, 7, 8, 9, 11), Orchestration (Track 9), Backing Vocals (Track 11)
Richie Smith: Bass, Guitar, Backing Vocals, Keys

Additional Instrumentation and Production by Robbie Landsburg & Richie Smith

Produced by Robbie Landsburg & Richie Smith
Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by Richie Smith at Mantle Recording Studio

All songs & lyrics written by Robbie Landsburg

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Youth Medium is the solo project of Robbie Landsburg

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